Yesterday he deposit $310, he called me one time, then has no call any more. He is just so crucial that he don't care that I have this little girl, I have so much pressure, he just again run away and don't want to explain. Why I always try to trust on him is just because I don't want this family get brokage. but now it seems I am still in the dream :(
The work is not fluent either, manager has no information for me. I sit here myself and fix whatever bug that assigned even though it does not cost that much time at all, but what I could do? nobody care what you are doing, the manager is just specifically ignoring you, the team colleague is just afraid of your competetion.
I don't knwo someday I could come to this bad situation. all kinds of difficulty from work or family come around me. I am not afraid of difficulty myself, but I so much hate to see my little boy and girl will be in bad situation. Also I have not give back to my parents. Anyway, Olympia, my sweet girl, you are my new encouragement, you are my new strength, give me support, tell me you will be good. tell me you will be with me no matter how hard it is.