Sep 1, the labor day, I did preganency paper test. I did really get preganent again. I am shocked, I never know this will happen so soon. also there are so much financial problem ahead. on Sep 8, I went to doctor, it has been 8weeks 5 days, it is even more than 2 months. we had a lot of argument due to the financial problem. but finally I decided to keep the baby. I just can not kill a life. I did mistake, but I can not do it anymore. this is a gift from god. this is the last hope for John. He is so much like to have this. He promised to work things out. I know it will be a very hard time ahead, the company, my family, dalsten and olympia, but I just can not ever think about kill a life anymore. this will be my final one. no matter how hard, I got to work it out!!.