Sep 22, I am at 21 week, weight is 121 Pound, comparing last time I gained 3 pounds again. Baby is named Olympia, represented for the Olympic year in china. Originally I was thinking about Olivia. I just realized that how peaceful and happy family environment I am eager for.

Sep 25, we had qurrel again. The issue is the same, he could not deposit money. Every time he told me he will, but every time he broke. He is so much far away from the family and don’t care about the family, that is really totally out of my expectation. Otherwise, I won’t stay with him anymore. I decide I will not talk to him anymore until he fully assumes the responsibility of the family. Also I need to focus on what I am doing now and really plan everything myself. He is not dependable at all.

The only thing I feel guilty is my this little baby, from the beginning, she is experience all kinds of pain in the life. How I wish I could give all the best thing to her. How I want to enjoy all the pregnant time with her. She is so active, every day will kick mom. Possible she is telling me don’t be sad, don’t be mad. Just think about dalsten and her.