Just found myself at the crossroad of my life. Where to go? What to do? ... are all questions confronting me. Whatever looking easy for others all seems so tough for me.  For example, I am preparing the IELTS exam now. That is really hard work for me. Even so I am still afraid I cannot pass 6 for each of four sections in the test. Yet a housemate who just told me it is easy and she took more than 7 for each section. She looks so relaxed. How come am I so serious, hard working, and yet still not sure about the result? Anyway, I have to bear this hardness. I have to train my oral English as well as written English. I hope I can speak and write fluent, simple, direct, effective and native English in the future. That would be a lot helpful for my career abroard.