Today is the first day of the another half of my life, it's not excited at all. recently too many bad lucks which made me in the bad mood, hope it's picking up a little bit.

Hope will get that car tomorrow as a gift for myself, it may be kick off all the bad luck for me. I always said that's bad luck, maybe not, maybe just doomed, from the perspective of others, I am better that most , when I looked into myself, I am the worst.


never got who i want, what I want, don't know where i should go, what i shold do next, who i am living for, the first half is pretty messed, hope i will do better in the 2nd half