Diary 4-14-10
I was too tired to write last night because of the early morning flight. So I record my thoughts and feelings now in case I forget them (which is quite possible).
Well, I have finally done with all interviews for GC program. In the process, I’ve learned a lot about interview, about GC profession. No matter whether I get in (I do hope I will, at least for one program), these are my invaluable experiences.
I should say I did spend a lot of time to prepare before interviews. But I still had some problems.
1. I am not very smart to hide my shortcomings. I tend to be honest. For instance, the interviewer asked me about my writing skills in the last interview. Obviously, I have some problems. So I frankly listed some such as a bit wordy, some grammar mistakes, inaccurate words. All of these are problems I am trying to solve, though I did emphasize that I am able to get my thoughts crossed. I should have been more positive and diplomatic.
2. For some unprepared questions, I need to think a bit (most likely trying to think what to say and how to say). I have no idea whether this is a problem. But I am afraid I was impressed them not as smart as they felt or expected.
3. I was excited right after every interview. Maybe I was happy to get it done. Maybe I was happy to learn something new. Unfortunately, a while later, I found mistakes I’ve made in interviews, which drove me crazy. Though I may avoid it later, I felt, at least, I’ve lost this one.
4. Like many people said, both interviewer and the interviewee are trying to find the click between them. All interviewees are qualified. They just need to know whom they like better. I described it as find friends. Personality may play a critical role. As a matter of fact, it is equally important for both interviewers and interviewees. Interviewees don’t have to study or work in an uncomfortable or tense environment. Both interviewers and interviewees deserve to be happy.
Well, everything is over, good or bad. I just have to keep my fingers crossed, waiting for 4/23.
