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It has been 20 months since I first fell in love with him. We have experienced many ups and downs and I still cannot fully understand him. Last month when I was out of town, he called me many times for a long time while I was lying on the beach or in the hotel room. He talked about our future. When I was back to town, his passion started to fade bit by bit the second day I was back. It has been 3 weeks since his last passion. I am a little bit tired of this kind of roller coaster cycle.
Hope you are doing well~~
Hope you won't be annoyed by my stopping by.
Tell you something about myself. I used to behave similar to this guy that you love:
I thought I liked someone and whenever he's away or not by my side, I'd pull to get him closer. But anytime he comes near, I would push him away because I would be scared.
I was in high school and it wasn't meant to be.
Maybe your guy is somewhat immature emotionally.
Hope you won't be offended - you are such a fantastic person and I wish you only the best!