Rosemary finally provided me the Home Office reference number. That means I could contact Home Office for my application process.

However, I feel so unconfortable. How about they ask me to wait? How about they tell me I cannot get FLR within the UK? How about they make trouble to me? How about...

I am a Chinese. I am 25 years old without any working expeirence. I have not finished my PhD study. All these will be great barrier to my application. That is why it is so slow. That is why the Human Resource could do nothing.

But, can I do anything?

That is my fate. It is my fortune to get the job, which suprises everyone. It is my fate to suffer this challenge loaded on me by the Home Office and UK policy. About the final result, that is totally the will of God. What else can I say?

I have to accept.