I am stressed out now because of my work will be terminated in one month.  Last week my manager told me that she was not satisfiedwith my work, and she implied that I should start to look for a new job. I was shocked by this; however, she also mentioned that she could  still give me trainging if I need so that I could have more marktable skills to find a new job. She said she would give me one more month from now to look for a new job.  I don't know why I didn't argu with her. I felt somehow being greatly insulted by her remarks when she claimed that I could only be capable of doing repetive jobs. I almost burst out tears. I now feel that I should say somthing to defend myself. Although she said she was sorry and  it was unfair to me being kicked out of the company by her, since she requested me to pick up new things in a short period of time, I felt she didn't really meant what she said to me. I felt she was so cold and without any compassionate for me. 

When I told my husband about the whole thing, he seemed to blame me for failing to do my job. I was angary with him too. I tried to think about  the situation over and over again, and still cannot figure out what should i do  next. 
My husband suggested that I should improve my work  and to let  know  her my ability to do a good work so that the manager may change her mind and let me stay my current job longer. In the mean time, he said I need to look for a new job right away. I don't know what to do now. I just felt pretty tired and confused. I know I need the paycheck since my hubby is a stay home person. He cannot work because any kind of job will made him crazy and emontional disdurbed. when he got stressed out  from his job, he will hurt all of us in the family

This is the first time that I will be fired by my manager. I have changed job sveral times prior to my current job, and every time I fired my managers first. However, this time my manager fired me. first. Is this a karma?
From my past experience, it always takes me average 6 months to get a new job, I have no idea how many months needed for me to get another job now.  It appears that I will be foreced  to leave my job in one month, I am afraid that I cannot land a job in one month. 
I have no choice but to work very hard to get a new job. I pray  God to hlep me to find my dream job in one month.

我现在很紧张, 因为我的工作将在一个月后终止. 上周，我的经理告诉我，她对我的工作并不满意，她暗示我应该开始寻找新工作。我为此感到震惊; 然而, 她还提到，如果我需要，她仍然可以给我训练, 以便我可以有更多的标记技能来找到一份新工作。她说她会再给我一个月的时间来找一份新工作。我不知道为什么我不与她争论, 当她声称我只能做重复工作时，我觉得她的言论在某种程度上受到了极大的侮辱。我差点泪流满面。我现在觉得我应该要为自己辩护。虽然她说她很抱歉，我被她赶出公司是不公平的，因为她要求我在很短的时间内拿起新东西，我觉得她并没有真正意味着她对我说的话。我觉得她很冷，对我没有任何同情心。

当我告诉我丈夫整件事时，他责备我没有做好我的工作, 我也对他很生气。我试着一遍又一遍地思考这种情况，但仍然无法弄清楚我接下来应该做些什么。我的丈夫建议我应该改进我的工作并让她知道我做好工作的能力,以便经理可以改变主意，让我保持现在的工作更长时间; 与此同时, 他说我需要马上找一份新工作。我现在不知道该怎么办。我感到非常疲倦和困惑。我知道我需要薪水，因为我的老公是一个待在家里的人。他无法工作，因为任何工作都会让他发疯, 让他受到伤害。当他从工作中感到压力时，他会伤害我们家里的所有人.
这是我第一次被我的经理解雇。在我现在的工作之前，我已经改变了几次工作，每次我先解雇我的经理。但是，这次我的经理先解雇了我。这是业力吗？
根据我过去的经验，我平均需要6个月才能找到一份新工作，我不知道现在需要多少个月才能找到另一份工作。我将被迫在一个月内离开我的工作，我担心我不能在一个月内找到工作。我别无选择，只能努力工作以获得新工作。我祈祷上帝让我在一个月内找到我梦寐以求的工作。

让这两首歌放松我的灵魂!

0:33 AM, 2/19/2019