Leaves shining,leaves shivering The sun is touchingBirds chirping,birds windingThe heart is poundingAs I saw the words after the dreary,Memory rushing throughLet it be, since it won't fade awaysome joking may hide itSome laugh may blur itSome talk may cover itIt's something, it's nothingMy carry is already heavyDoesn't matter add some moreI don' think you know me nowThe bitterness of my lifeI don' think you feel me nowThe bittersweet running tearsHave you ever know me? MaybeFor the past, you hold it tight but so lightI push it away but can' get awaySo just let it beWhat can I do?