头痛欲裂,我终于爬起来,已经是下午2点.我昨晚喝醉了,不知道怎么会醉成那样,大概是因为疲劳,只记得一点点昨晚的事情.JOEL在一家气氛极好的CLUB定了包间,我们一边喝酒一边聊天,很久没见过JOEL,他整个人看起来很疲倦,开始显老;他说工作太累,这一周连续3天,他每天只睡2个小时,我的天啊,那是怎样的生活.我知道公司PAY他很多,但这样辛苦早晚会把人拖垮.然后又谈起他的WIFE,他和他WIFE的关系很奇特,他们在精神上感情上相爱,但是各自又有各自的独立生活;JOEL有AFFAIR,从未断过,他WIFE当然知道,但漠然处之;她有自己的乐趣,据说现在热衷于学习CELLO演奏,很有意思的女人,我对她感兴趣,很想见见她.象他们这样相爱,却又不EXCLUSIVE,很特别,我欣赏,但恐怕做不来.我只记得这些,然后BEER,WINE,COCKTAIL,换着样的喝了不少酒,我醉了,好象在卫生间里吐过一次.后来,JOEL拉着我,送我回家,我好象又吐在TAXI上,然后我们不得不换车,然后...THANK GOD,终于到家,JOEL拿着我的外衣和手提包,拉着我,我记得我拎着高跟鞋光着脚在走,这样竟然走到家,真是不可思议.我一头倒在床上,等我醒来,已是早晨,我不知道JOEL什么时候离开的.He must hate me now, I ruined his friday's night, oh shit, I feel so embarrassed, this is unbelievable, how could I get drunk like that? never happened before, what's wrong with me? I sent Joel a message to apologize for last night, but didnt get response yet, fuk! He still hates me. Anyway, fuked up again, I am such a trouble maker, leave me alone!