Who I am? It is really not an ease question for me to answer.

I was born and grown up in communist China, 1988 I got ascholarship and went to Europe to persuit my PhD stydy. After that, i followed where my job took me from one continent to another. Never really develeoped attachment to any country I had lived in.Even my country Chins, I did not develpoed or never be allowed to develop a sense of belonging. unwanted child  by State . 

Now I am a Canadian citizen for many years, just move back and resettle in Canada since 2014.

But who I am? I have beed asked this question many times by others I have met on my journey around the glbe, and by myself lately.

To find the answer that truely reflects who I am, i am going to writing for the self. Hope by writing for the self can help me getting in touch with the inner self which I have been long puzzled by and convienentlt ingored by myself. I am a lost soul: no purpose no drive. By writng for the self,  i hope i can find my inner peace again, findmy way back to who Really I am.