Just like the weather, I got the cold moment again.With myself. When I aboslutely feel nothing like a robot.Hardly can drag myself back to office after an errant I ran, I decided to go home earlier.So so tired and so much want a donut to indulge myself a bit, the chocolate-covered kind. Thinking of how bad I would feel afterwards, I was tough enough to refuse the regretting snack event.Got home with an empty stomach. Feeling nothing.Checked the chanel, watched a bit of Fantastic 4, enjoying the so obvious cartoon effects, changed to work-out suits and watched hafl of The Fellowship of the Ring on my spin bike.Showered and pampered myself. Got in bed so early that I could not think of a good reason for.Will watch Sex and The City again. ............And go to sleep.Hope tomorrow I can feel the life again.