It's been almost 11 months since you passed way. I miss you tremendously. Many many things remind me of you. Often times I become very sad when I realize that you are no longer with us. I won't be able to hear your voice, take care of you and take walks with you. Mom, I know that you always want us to have a child. Now we are close to our dream. We'll have a beautiful little girl. Mom, I love you and miss you. I'll bring out little girl to visit you. I hope that there is life after death. I hope that you know I'm doing well and I love you deeply.