There is a famous saying that “if you are married to a good wife, you will have a happy life, if you are married to a bad wife, you will become a philosopher”. Since ancient times, mainly men have the right of speech, that is why the saying is expressed as such. What about the wife’s feeling?  There has not been a female philosopher yet, because all men think women are irrational.

Since I carry a title of “Doctor of Philosophy”, and my marriage has been quite rough, I am trying to be rational, and maybe trying to be a philosopher as well. I am really ambivalent about this, because I am also seeking help in religion as well, which is not considered to be logical and rational. Anyway, this journal will be a story on how I find my philosophy for life, or how I find answers for the problems of my life, either a rational way or a intuitive way.