离开死亡还有多远？对于生命我已厌倦困守异域的落寞婚姻围城的蹉跎 Death is painless, come to me, death! I only pray for my own death. If the Lord is merciful, please pull me out of this hole, a crude husband with whom I have nothing in common, the aftermath of a fatal mistake. My life is a mistake. Take me away, whoever is responsible of planting me here, take me away, the merciful one, the Lord.