God, how come? I have nothing want to do. I really don't know what to do. What's my problem? Can you give me the direction? Coz nobody in this world can help me. I can't see my future. I dare not to imagin my future. I'm living with guy, who I think I will live with in my rest of lift. But I begin to doult it now........Its because I'm losing my passion with him. I have to think everything by myself, but not wait and depend other's action. I just find myself is so stupid, so stupid.