When the photo popped up, my heart missed a beat. I wanted to look at it closely, but it blurred… I don’t know how I survived the year. Each and every night, I really wished I would never wake up again. Actually, most of the time, I couldn’t fall asleep until 5 or 6 o’clock in the morning. The waiting, the tries, the email… I am scared. I am scared of you. I don’t want to see you…
I didn’t know how long I cried, until I was tired, until my head was empty, until I didn’t know why I cried. So I pulled the screen closer. I recognized his eyes. I saw his smile. Suddenly, I burst into laughter. Doooon’t. Don’t laugh at me. I know I was silly. I can’t stop giggling. I'm over reacting? May be. But I have to giggle. Don’t look at me…
The screen was warm. And it should be.
Thanks for the photo. Because he is handsome. And more than that…
一日，夏丐尊先生拜访弘一大师，恰逢大师用餐。夏先生见他只吃一道咸菜，不忍心地问道：“难道您不嫌这咸菜太咸吗？”
大师回答：“咸有咸的味道！”
大师餐毕，饮清水一杯，夏先生又问：“难道没有茶叶吗？怎么每天都喝这平淡的开水啊？”
大师笑曰：“开水虽淡，但淡也有淡的味道。
夏先生和大师早年交厚，知道弘一大师在未出家之前，有过花天酒地的日子，所以这么问。但是，弘一大师早就超越咸淡的分别，这超越并不是没有味觉，而是真正能够品味咸菜的好滋味与开水的真清凉。
禅思禅悟
人要学会接受，学会懂得品尝各种遭遇和生活的个中滋味。甜蜜、酸涩、苦楚、淡薄，我们都要学会坦诚面对，一视同仁。
所有的经历、思想和感受，包括痛苦和苦涩，都是人生的财富。感情细腻的人，是富有的人，是上帝所偏爱的人。
Luciel，我真的很高兴成为你的朋友。我想我们有一些相似的地方，那可能是缺点，也可能是上帝的偏爱。让我们相信后者，因为那样可以带来更多希望、更多阳光、更多快乐。