Just finish a phone conversation with her, she was telling me about her works and concerns about the tax and the working status, we have discussed our same employer , shang hai tang's boss, and other staff. just like a couple talk.

I asked her that should I planning to graduate next semester, cause I am thinking that I could stay  longer with her by extenting the study duration if i can not find a job here , she doesnot understand it, I guess i am kind of count on her in feeling...

and she said it would be ok if i would not as lazy as on my study in searching jobs, I felt bad, really bad, even though it is not all because of her, I was still thinking that most of my time for this semester was engaged by her, I am not complaining about it, but I just feel bad that she could understand me... it seems I am waiting for her all the time, waiting for her from work, from study...

she just doesnot understand it...

but I still love her so much...